Rain

June’s lies and the truth in front of my eyes... 
are put away in sepia tones..
Nestling close to one another, warmth.
I don’t understand those things anymore

“You’ll be fine on your own… right?”  
you said, forcing it upon me
and then you said goodbye...

If it’s going to be that kind of consolation
then I should be tired of hearing it by now...
Endlessly ringing: the merciless memories, seem to have no intention of  forgiving me
If i close my eyes...
they will only grow...
surrounding me at a distance...
you laugh...

Will the rain ever stop, I wonder?  
For a pretty long time now... it’s been cold
Why does the rain choose me?
...Why does it choose me?
........Who has nowhere to escape to?

Time intrudes on the new morning...
I finally found, The direction I face...
is not the future I kept chasing after the past..

You, who gave me a new start, by your consolations and the hateful and cowardly me.
It’s about time…
Fumbling,  my troubles spill down my tired cheeks...
Eyes that don’t want to know the past...
And fingers that can wash it all away...
Scars heal at a gentle pace, at an unreachable distance.... that seems to be within reach
Will the rain ever stop, I wonder? For a pretty long time now...
it’s been cold...
Why does the rain choose me? I wonder if it’s ok to let it cover me...
The rain keeps on falling today as well knowing no end...
While we quietly nestle together under the umbrella I hold...

in famous by SID